We can’t explain ourselves all the time.
For one, there are no words that could explain better what our actions could not. Even if we tried explaining it in tidbits, it won’t be the whole picture. The supremacy of time and seasons is just something that we have to obey and accept.
The more we understand, the less we are able to share it with anyone.
If lucky, we might meet someone with similar experiences, and from them the best companionship is a nod of recognition.
Otherwise, when the divide has been cleared, the others won’t matter as much. That is why we try so hard to understand, in spite of time, rejection and failure. We are trying to develop a resiliency of faith in ourselves and actions.
And when understanding has evolved into faith, disregardful to endings and judgments, we know that we’ve done our work in the world.
And know we have been happy.