13.9.09

Fast Aware

“Simple pleasures are always the last refuge of the complex” ~ Oscar Wilde

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We fast because we want to remember.

Of course, some of us fast simply out of solidarity. Solidarity to the group, the hungry, the religion..the waistline. That all can be faith strengthening behavior. That’s fine too.

For those who want to go beyond the tides of physical need, fasting briefly frees us from the chase. Fasting breaks the most natural habits, even sleep. We fast to prolong yearning. Or remember what it’s like to yearn. Like love from a distance.

Fasting reminds us of scarcity. Of basic pleasures. After all, it was a sip of water that haunted Jesus on the walk to the cross. A miswak before the Prophet’s passing. A final lecture at the brink of chemo.

Because, when we break our fasting with sustenance, we renew our vows to life. That we eat to live, and not the other way around. That the small pleasures make up for an entire day’s worth of miserable yearning. For suns to set.

And promises kept.

7 readers were extra nice:

coralbead said...

fasting somehow puts us momentarily apart from the material world, or like you said, from life itself.

MuSe Sphere said...

the older i got, the more i hate fasting. dunno why ? it's just i have never attached it to feelings or learning or anything, and the whole month has always been sad for me, long sotry, .

Hning / Alia said...

Coral,
I'll confess something to you. I cried my eyes out today because I missed sahoor, and didn't have my closing coffee and cigarette. Sure, yearning is great when you're mentally prepared to endure it. But feeling cheated into it kinda sets the whole thing into a whole different BLEAK picture.

Muse,
I think I understand where you're coming from. Being forced into anything, no matter how sweet, puts it out of bearable context.
May you find your peace soon. And welcome to my bucket of ramblings, dear.

coralbead said...

awwwww, I had a similar experience too, minus the coffee and cigarette bit. of course the hunger pangs were there. yeah, it kinda makes you feel that you've been had. As what a lot of people here in my country would say, "Victim!!!!!"

Khayra said...

That was really nicely said.

After about half a month of "Are you fasting? I just want to know"s, "Ramadan tents are the BEST part of all this"s, and "OMG! I CAN'T WAIT TO EAT!!"s surrounding me, reading what was in the back of my head made me smile.

<3

frogman said...

seriously that is the most meaningful interpretation of fasting that i have read..

well done for highlighting some of the truer more selfless meanings..

Hning / Alia said...

Khayra & Froggie,
You guys are the quietly romantic, aren't you? Admit it!

A touch of romantic in worship and prayer is how I recognize signs of a healthy heart..a flourishing faith. Thank you for shining this place with that.

May your acts of worship be well-received. Amen. (◕‿◕✿)